Day Thirteen: I don’t know anymore man…

Published on September 21, 2025 at 10:37 PM

Today has been just meh. Thankfully no fighting or yelling but people were still miserable all day. I did some reading, self care, laundry, and dishes, and cooked for everyone all day. Let's see what else... 

I don't even know man... I just feel so blah and uncomfortable in life right now. All my energy goes to helping regulate and take care of others. And I love them and want to help but it does leave me rather drained. 
And tomorrow I have cardiologist appointment and I have to be up really early to take a Lyft there. I really don't trust other drivers but I can't drive and now I'm scared of both the drive and the appointment and the drive home and UGH. 😑 

AND I have to make myself go to bed at a decent time or I won't be able to get up to go to the damn thing. 
Oh btw the above picture is a diy kit I made and customized. I love these little mini diy rooms, and I've made like six of them? And I have two in boxes that I haven't made yet. They are so fun and adorable once finished. 

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