Why blog?

This blog is so I can document as I finish my debut novel, and other projects, and go through my life that is already chaotic and plighted with flare ups and other emotional distress. I always joked that my life was like a bad lifetime movie so here we go with proof! Haha

This blog will be a peek into the strange and haunted mind and day to day nonsense that I go through. It will be personal and deal with past trauma, mental health, chronic illness and disabilities and other heavy subjects but it will also highlight the glimmers of life. 
I would love to share all of my chaos goblin artsy life with anyone who is interested so I hope you enjoy!

Day 117: A Reset Day

Today has been a pretty great day. I have been able to reset some of my energy and get some great stuff done. It started with setting up my planner in a really cute and colorful way. I may not have gotten everything done on the list but I really enjoyed making it all cutesy. 

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Day 115: Decent Day

Today has been pretty good. Got up at 9:45am, and spent the day getting a good amount of work done on my different projects. I updated my website, wrote my substack post for tomorrow, did a voiceover, and took a nap because I had to stay up late to do a grocery order for tomorrow. Thankfully it's a delivery order so I don't have to leave the house lol. AND I get some Amazon stuff tomorrow too like the rest of the stuff to make my skirt! Yay! I can't wait to get started on it! Did I mention what I was making? I think I did but if not I'm making a red and black plaid pleated miniskirt because I have wanted one since I was a teenager and still can't find a good one. 

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Day 114: Feeling Better

I'm feeling a bit better today. My stomach is still a bit iffy but I didn't actually puke which is great. But my body is soooooo sore from the puking yesterday! And I went to bed at like 8pm last night lol I really needed the sleep, even though it was a little hit and miss since I kept waking up from the pain.

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Day 113: Sick

Oh geez, I woke up SO sick this morning. Pukey, stomach wrecked and just awful, awful, awful feeling. 

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Day 112: Meh

I was having a good day, but then I got tired and grumpy and now I just don't want to do anything but go to sleep. 

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Day 111: Great Day

Okay, sleep is getting better-ish. I think tonight I will actually go to sleep at like a normal (for me) time! Which is still somewhere between 2-3am but that's better than going to sleep at 6am! That was this morning's sleep time. Then I woke up at noon super awake which was good. 

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Day 110: Weird Sleep but Good Day

Today my sleep was a little less weird I guess, I think?? Gods, the days are really starting to blur together... I just woke up a little bit ago from a too long nap. I expected my partner to wake me up at 6pm but then he was being nice and let me sleep and then I slept until 10pm. Now it feels like I don't have a good grasp on what happened yesterday.

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Day 109: Sleep?

It's going to be a short post today. I stayed up for waaaaaaaaay too long and now I'm beyond exhausted. It's not the smartest move staying up for over 24 hours but oh well. Now I am going to let myself sleep and sleep and sleep. That's it lol that's the post for today. Good night!

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Day 108: Sleep, Ugh...

Still sleeping so weirdly, today I was up at 7am and then took a nap at 6:30pm and was woken up at 11pm. So now who knows when I'm going to go to bed or whatever...

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Day 107: Sleep Nonsense

Okay so I'm doing this blog a bit earlier than I usually do but my sleep has been so fucking weird today that I'm worried I'll pass out at any time and completely forget to do this. So I figured I'd do it now.

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Day 106: Merry Chrismis

Today is Yule, Christmas, and whatever else you want to call it. We already celebrated our Yule but today my family celebrated. It's kinda weird not celebrating like the rest of your family does but I've been pagan for the last ten years and haven't celebrated Christmas since then. Like I wouldn't let my son be left out of things and would you know give presents to people and all of that. 

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