Why blog?

This blog is so I can document as I finish my debut novel, and other projects, and go through my life that is already chaotic and plighted with flare ups and other emotional distress. I always joked that my life was like a bad lifetime movie so here we go with proof! Haha

This blog will be a peek into the strange and haunted mind and day to day nonsense that I go through. It will be personal and deal with past trauma, mental health, chronic illness and disabilities and other heavy subjects but it will also highlight the glimmers of life. 
I would love to share all of my chaos goblin artsy life with anyone who is interested so I hope you enjoy!

Welcome to the haunted mind of Miss Maddie

Week 36 2026

Day 354: Great Day, Horrible Headache

Today was Phil's first day of work which went great and I'm super proud of him. I did a bunch of stuff in the beginning of the day but I lost energy quickly and then I got the most horrible headache. It's still fucking with me so I'm trying to stay off screens as much as possible. But it's one of those headaches where my brain doesn't want to work so I can't even get my writing done

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Week 35 2026