Today was okay, I didn't get a lot of sleep and neither did Phil, which made it hard when some nonsense happened this morning with medication not being ready.
Luckily we were able to get it all situated and get the medicines that we needed. Then I was able to buy myself my first reward which was a really nice notebook. Not sure what it will be used for yet. Well, actually I think that it will probably be used for more morning pages. I'm just about to run out of pages in my current notebook for morning pages and I don't plan on stopping any time soon with those. They are seriously some of the most helpful things for me, most of the time at least. Sometimes they take a little long and I use them to procrastinate from doing other things. Like I force myself to finish them before I'm allowed to do anything else? Even eating when I'm really hungry.
I think that is a bit too much and I should probably work on that. Balance is key, I need to take care of myself in all ways. It doesn't help me mentally if I'm punishing myself physically to do it.
I feel like I am doing better all the way around lately. Except a little bit with my health, I keep keeping horrible headaches but that isn't anything new. It just happens in batches and when the weather is really shitty. Like when there is a lot of barometric pressure in the atmosphere then my head feels like it's going to explode.
That happened to me today, I ended up taking a nap for a long time. Which is really, really weird for me like I never nap but sometimes that the only way that I can get rid of the headache.
Tomorrow we are supposed to be getting some money and that means that we can get a shit ton of stuff done. That includes getting some awesome bagels for breakfast which I really can't wait for. I can't wait for the morning at least I hope that it comes through like it is supposed to.
I barely wrote today with only like 600 words but it's okay. I'm still really ahead with everything seeing as I'm over 11k now in it and tomorrow I will do more.
Now it's time for me to relax and try to sleep for a couple more hours before tomorrow's fun.
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