Holy shit guys, I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN. Like seriously I have barely been able to get out of bed all day. My mid back, hips, legs, knees, feet, and arms feel like they are on fire and are so sore I can barely walk.
I was making dinner for my son and I almost passed out three times. Which sucks because I had been feeling pretty good with my POTS lately. Oh well, the cost of having a great day for someone with a body that is falling apart and I am too stubborn to just use the mobility aids that we brought. I really should have used it a bit more than I did...
My son slept all day today lol but other than that he seems to be doing good. Oh well he did get a few blisters on his feet but I warned him that he should have worn sneakers not slides. But teenagers always have to learn things the hard way don't they? lol He is such an amazing guy though, like seriously, he is so sweet, so considerate, so kind, so intelligent, so funny. I know I am extremely biased but even if I were to look at him without bias, he would still be an upstanding, wonderful man. I am so freaking proud to be his parent.
Even though I have been bedridden 95% of the day, I managed to get quite a bit of creativity done. I had an inspired burst of creativity in Cinder and Ash and killed two characters lmao. I needed to push Ariella closer to the jaded, cynical character arc that I have written for her and so I had to kill her lifeline to happiness. Except she still has her dog, I'm not gonna kill the dog. I'm not a monster lol.
I also finished the cover to the first comic in FLUFF which is called A Chance Meeting. But now that I'm sitting here thinking about this, the book I had planned is a bit different than what I just drew. Okay, easy fix, I just drew the cover for the whole book for FLUFF. And now I need to actually draw one for chapter one which will be better because I drew Cami and Lottie as their adult forms on the cover but chapter one is when they were in elementary school. So it would probably be pretty jarring for people to go from adult to little kid versions so suddenly. I was thinking of fixing that by adding some narration boxes but I think I should make that new cover with the kid versions but I'm not sure what that image would be. I'll have to do some brainstorming about that.
I've been having a really fun time setting up my planner in a really cute way every day. I found a few stencils that I had lying around and they have some fun shapes that have been seriously fun to play with lol. It makes it more fun to finish all of my daily tasks, gives me more dopamine ya know?
On another note, I can't believe I've been blogging for 120 days. That is pretty crazy to me but I am so happy that I have been consistent with this. It has become a part of my daily routine, the mark of my starting the nighttime routine. It's when I start to wind down, take not of what I have accomplished today and taking note of how I felt each day. The ups, the downs, the middles, the nothing days. I like to have a place that documents it. Even if no one ever reads it but me, I am happy that there is a record of it all.
Sorry to get all sentimental, it's been a weird few days emotion wise lmao. Alright I'm going to go read a little before bed.
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