Thankfully I woke up feeling a bit better today but I literally slept for 14 hours. Had crazy, weird dreams and nightmares but at least I slept.
Unfortunately, a big bill decided to take it off of a card that I had taken off file and it has royally messed up the rest of our month. But we'll figure it out, we always do...
I wish that there was an universal income, that would make life so much easier. I can't work. I've tried, and disability keeps dicking me around. And has been for years now. I am losing hope that they will finally approve me, even though I seriously can not work a job. No one will hire me with my conditions, I've literally had multiple employers tell me that I would be a liability. I've tried being an entrepreneur for a long time now but that hasn't exactly panned out yet either.
Maybe it will, if I keep going and keep trying but maybe it never will. Who knows? It's feeling harder today to be my normal optimistic self.
Oh well, I don't have to be optimistic every day...
I'll just try again tomorrow. For the rest of the day I'm going to just try to do some of my creative endeavors and maybe some light video gaming to take off the edge. That might help my mood.
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