Day 140: I don't know...

I don't even know what to make of today. My sleep schedule is so fucking all over the place it it messing with every other aspect of my life.

The only thing that went right is that I've been able to write in both of my story projects today. Even if it was only a tiny amount in each. 

I'm so tired and so stressed I just can't make words happen in my stories. Like I know approximately where I want to go with each but I just can't seem to make it happen. UGH.

I think I need to just take a break from writing for a moment and do a more mindless creative task like crochet. And I don't mean that as that you don't have to use your brain for crocheting, its just more repetitive and therefore I can shut off my brain. 

I've been also playing a shit ton of video games lately. That's another one of those tasks that I can just shut my brain off and enjoy. Especially the games I've been playing which are Harvest Moon, Coral Island, and Cult of the Lamb. We just got the newest update for Cult of the Lamb which is called Woolhaven and It has been a blast to play. They added farming stuff to it so yeah if you can't tell I love cozy farming games lmao. I like to play a handful of games and I'll event take on a survival horror or first person shooter if I'm in the mood for it. But I have to be in the mood for it. I've even beaten Poppy 1 and 2 and I'm at the end of Poppy 3 but I'm stuck in a  stupid time based puzzle.

So yeah I'm going to go crochet and shut my brain off for the rest of the night.