Today has been good, I'm tired as hell and feeling a little overtired where I don't have as much patience as usual. But things have been going really good today. I just need a day or two of vegetating in a room completely alone and then I'll be okay again lol.
It's really because I have been doing so much every day and yeah it's just been a lot for a long time now and my brain is just wrung out completely. I have been falling asleep at like 10 and 11 at night because I have been so fucking tired. I have also been getting up at like 6 and 7am respectively but that is still MUCH better sleep than I have been getting for like the last two months. At least the last two months, if not three. I can't wait to be able to sleep again in a little bit lol.
We closed on our new house today and we get to move in tomorrow. Even though all of our stuff is already in the house and has been since Wednesday, which was really, really nice of the lady we bought the house from. I can't wait for tomorrow. I can't wait to be in our place, even if it's not perfect yet, and even if we still have to do some work on it, I don't care. It will be so nice to just be in OUR place. We knew it was a fixer-upper before we offered money on it. I knew that it was going to be something that we would work on for a little while, little projects here and there to make it into a beautiful little home for us.
I'm also growing my own little garden in the backyard in raised garden beds. I've already got all of my supplies and seeds planned out. I can't wait really, even though I've had a hard time with plants before I know I can do it now. There was just never the right set up or I had to work so much before that I never had energy for anything else. Or the last time I had a bunch of plants, New York winter killed them in a sudden blizzard while I was at work. Now I have the space, the proper equipment, the energy, and the desire to make a garden that I can make food from. Also my mom gave four flower seed packets and that is a great start for my little garden. I also have kept a tree alive for the last three years now so I feel a lot more confident in my gardening abilities.
So, I'm excited and tired and things are going the way that I wanted them too. I am happy and blessed and so so so grateful for the blessings that I am being given.
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