I'm doing my blog super early tonight because I'll probably be going to bed in the next few hours.
My niece has a kindergarten event tomorrow really early in the morning. I am so tired, I barely slept yesterday because of my damned insomnia. It's alright, it's a phase, a part of the cycle until I hit mania and then the cycle moves forward. It's not the healthiest cycle but it's the only one my body seems to do. Sometimes I just can't fall asleep no matter what I do or how hard I try.
Maybe I'll be willing to try sleeping pills one day but currently my ocd won't let me. I can't get past the thought that something catastrophic will happen while I'm sleeping and I won't be able to save my loved ones. It's not logical I know, but my damn brain keeps screaming it at me. Like it screams at me that there is a bug in my drink, though there has never been one before, I have to check the cup every single time I need a drink.
Tomorrow I get my new computer cable and can start writing again. I want to write right now and it's annoying me that I can't. I posted the second half of T3HM today and people have been really liking it! I'm so happy with the reception that it's getting. I have to write more of IBOS too. And I was working on the backstory for my D&D character Yilfnor, a white Dragonborn and I really love her already. Cant wait to do a campaign with her. She better not get killed I sees to the gods I will get SO angry if she dies.
I got a bunch of great stuff yesterday with my outing and I really can't wait to start using them more. Like the BIG canvases I got! Those are gonna be soooooooooo much fun to paint!
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