Day 269: Fuck Today

Published on June 8, 2026 at 1:51 AM

Today has been pretty fucking shitty.

I woke up in a SUPER unpleasant way but I don't really feel like saying it on here. But it was pet related and gross and ruined my mood right off the bat. After I took care of that issue, I started cleaning and putting my house in order because I don't really get much help with that. 

I was able to get things in order mostly, but the kitchen is a disaster again because I did a bunch of cooking. We also made a bunch of home cooked pet food which took a while but it is so worth it and healthier than the regular kibble. 

I had to do a bunch of laundry but I feel like it was just an annoying waste of time because I still need to do so much more and my bedding still needed to be cleaned but I ran out of time so I have to sleep on top of something. 

I finished writing and editing IBOS chapter 7 and I'm pretty happy with it. I think  it's going to be a hit and I already started chapter 8. I'm super happy in the direction that I'm going in and it's been fun to write. I'm still having a hard time with the editing part of Cinder and Ash. I think I recognized why though, when reading it on the computer it makes it far too easy to start editing and I can't like make myself not edit. Even though I know I should just read the whole thing. 

But then I think about that more, because I had ADHD and it is hard for me to remember the beginning of my book once I've read to the end. Like I have to reread my last chapter to remember what's happening going on when writing the next chapter of IBOS. I barely remember all of Cinder and Ash, and I didn't remember how much more I had written in T3HM until I reread it recently. But I do have to read it before I can keep going...  

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