I forced myself to sleep, and boy did I SLEEP.
I slept for about 13 hours which is insane. I had some weird ass dreams but they weren't nightmares. My psychiatrist wants me to track my sleep and nightmares over the next 4 weeks. Which I started today just basically how long I slept, the quality of sleep, and I made a little key to describe the dreams. Trying to keep it simple.
I made pork wontons today and they came out surprisingly good! I really wasn't sure how it would come out because I only had egg roll wrappers but it was SO good! It was made with pork, scallions, mushrooms, and garlic, and a little soy sauce and other seasonings. So good!
I also finished the newest chapter of IBOS and it's scheduled to post in the morning. I'm still happy with the way that the story is going at the moment. I have some fight scenes, and some hostage scenes, some fighting and some resolution, oh and we now have Priah also knowing that they were set up for the attack. So now I get to go through that story line. Loretti is in the brig (for now) I'm sure there will be more from her soon lol. Next chapter there will be an interrogation with her which is going to be fun.
I wrote the whole outline for my Bigfoot story that the convention inspired. I think that will be a fun story to write but I'm not sure if I will make it a short story or a novel because the actual story seems like it won't take that long to write. Maybe I'll cut the difference and make it a novella lmao.
I'm starting to get my motivation back. I can feel it slowly creeping out of the crevices of my mind, slowly bringing me back to life and back to myself again. I'm able to get up and do things, I'm able to write and have ideas flowing easily again. So, I have hope that this medicine will help and I will feel even better as we keep going. Maybe I'll even be able to go back to college, get a degree or do whatever else I want.
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