Oh today has been a bit disappointing.
I made it to therapy this morning and then made it to my dental appointment, which was good. But then the payment plan... they wanted 508 down for the whole thing... Like fuck man, I don't know how to ever afford that. Gods, I wish I would get approved for disability already. I could turn my whole life around if I could just be approved damnit. Like seriously, I could set my life up perfectly if that would go through. Maybe I should do a spell and a prayer tonight. That always makes me feel better and almost always helps.
I made tortillas for the first time today. They might be a touch thick but I think they came out good. I haven't actually tried them yet but I was thinking of making some beans and then having some bean burritos. I think I can do that but I'm also so tired and I haven't eaten at all day so I'm shaky and out of it. I think the tortillas were the wrong texture but when I cooked them, they looked like tortillas, they just don't really bend easily lol. I made ten of them with two cups of flour which is great because that means I can make more of them and try again.
Holy shit I'm so fucking cold. Which I'm happy about on one hand and not because I'm getting uncomfortable. My hands are starting to actually hurt with the cold. Typing actually hurts a bit but I really want to write. Oh well, rather that than being so hot I could die.
I noticed that my new mental health medicines have helped with my POTS. I think it's because of the stress. My brain is less stressed out and therefore my body isn't going into as many flare ups. I'm not like healed or anything like that but less flare ups are amazing.
Man, I am still so freaking tired but I don't want to go back to sleep, I really need to eat for real. My damn ring keeps trying to fall off too, annoying! Oh well. Maybe I'll get it resized when I get my money.
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