Oh my sleep is messed up again.
Why is it always like this? I hope I can one day at least work with it better so that I don't always feel like I'm behind the eight ball somehow. But maybe that's just because I am in the position that I'm in.
We are super low on food and drinks and have like no money too and now I have to ask my mom if she can spot us some money but I highly doubt she will. She does when she can but she probably can't is more what I should say.
I am so out of it and I keep hoping that one more good nights sleep will get rid of that feeling but it's not. But I guess these dreams aren't super restful either. I am STILL having nightmares. Even with the pills and smoking again. I had one so weird earlier that I want to turn it into a story. Like it could be a dark romance story with a saw like twist. Like It was crazy and cool but ya know a horror story so living it was disgusting and horrible and painful. Would make a good story though lol.
Not the first time or third time that a story has been inspired by a dream of mine. My dreams are so vivid and crazy that they end up doing that for me. I made a whole scifi, post apocalyptic, dark fantasy trilogy based off of one of them lol.
The second draft is going well, but someone said to do a whole new document for your new drafts and she's never steered me wrong before so I think I'm going to do that and then I'll use the version I printed out and have notes on to rewrite the story. That makes more sense then what I was doing. Okay. lol. I guess I should go do that and then I'm going to try to go back to sleep so I can get up at a good time tomorrow becsuse it's Monday and I have stuff to do.
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