My sleep and body are still sabotaging me. I didn't fall asleep until 8-8:30am and woke up at 5:30pm. I haaaaaaaaaaate sleeping this way. And I say sleeping but it's really me just having crazy dreams and rolling around every few hours.
And when I say crazy dreams I mean CRAZY dreams. I go on and off with keeping a dream journal but I always drop off from it. It's hard because I wake up so much during the night but if I were to get up and write down the dreams I would wake up too much to fall back asleep. And when I wait until the morning to write it, I don't remember it or all of it anymore. But I guess I'll add that to my morning pages since I'm already writing in the mornings.
Last nights dreams were all about vampires and them pressuring me to join them. It wasn't anyone I knew though and it was just weird. Very, very weird. I actually look forward to starting my dream journaling again tomorrow, which is nice because recently I have been a little scared to go to sleep. The dreams are too intense sometimes, more times than not, and it gets to be too much. That really contributes to my insomnia too.
I feel like I barely got anything done today, especially in comparison to yesterday. But I woke up with a horrible headache and some extreme body pain and that really fucked with my plans. Oh well, what am I supposed to do? I usually set up my to do list for the next day before I go to bed, but maybe I should start doing that in the morning since I can't predict how much energy/how much pain I'll be in the next day.
I just have to adjust my life to my issues, try to make things work better for me.
I haven't really done my semester 1 work this week, maybe because it's the week that I'm editing my short story and it gives me anxiety. I also expected to be closer to done with Cinder and Ash at this point and that is making me feel a bit down.
But all I can do is do my best.
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