I was having a good day, but then I got tired and grumpy and now I just don't want to do anything but go to sleep.
I was working on stuff, setting up my planner for 2026, and vlogging some stuff but then I got upset about people not really getting my cover for Cinder and Ash. Saying they didn't know what the flame was and that it needed to look more realistic. One said that I shouldn't put Miss Maddie's Studio on it because that "makes it sound like an art book." And I've been working on substack and got super discouraged just seeing others talking about writing six books in one year and having publishers fight over them and others just starting on the app and having thousands of followers and likes on their posts and stuff...
I guess it's one of those moments where I feel like whats the point when people don't get me, and probably won't like my work... that inner critic that tells me I'm worthless and bad at art and bad at writing and bad at everything and what's the point of even trying.
THAT put me in a horrible mood. I honestly just want to go to bed... I might.
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