Holy shit, so things went from zero to a hundred and now the pedal is stuck to the floor and we are going FAST. I was called during the afternoon yesterday and they were like "Oh we can do the closing now and that means that you need to leave right now and we need the house completely clear before we will do closing." and NONE of that was said before. Or that they wouldn't sign without the house being empty and all of that. They are literally kicking us out without actually paying us and want us to be like okay with the money coming after we leave the house. It's kind of crazy, but I don't know what else to do about it.
I still have a bunch to pack and finish up in the house. It's not horrible but I do wish I was farther in the process than I am... now my partner wants to go to bed but I need to literally finish the majority of it by 10am. Thankfully my Mom is coming tomorrow to help. I am VERY grateful for that.
I finally got a little sleep, it was on and off sleep and I'm still super tired but it is what it is. I can't sleep AND get the packing done, so I will pack and get ready for tomorrow. At least we had the junkers come today and they finished the whole thing and now the house looks so empty.
I feel like garbage right now but hopefully I'll be able to get through the next 48 hours. I have so much shit happening and all of it is stressful as fuck. I wish I could focus more on one task but I can't because I have so much that I have to do still. But it's not a ton? It's this weird limbo land where I feel both overwhelmed and totally able to finish it at the same time. I feel this back and forth about it and then random bursts of anxiety that will fuel bursts of work.
But I guess at the end of tomorrow, I will be living in Ocala, even though I won't be at my house in Ocala, I'll at least no longer be in Orlando and that in itself is a blessing.
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