Today sucked.
I woke up in a horrible mood just wanting to sleep more because I was so fucking tired. But I had to get up and do stuff anyways.
Then Phil and his dad tried to go get the car but his father didn't bring (or have) any of his proof of income? That sent Phil spiraling because we were supposed to do a taco night with the family today but instead his time got wasted and that's one of the things he hates the most. There was annoying fighting and drama and I was already in a bad mood so I was NOT in the mood for any of that shit on top of it, ya know?
Things calmed down but I just feel... meh, bad, sad, annoyed, and over it all.
We obviously couldn't do taco night which sucked because everyone was really looking forward to that but I also wasn't feeling up to doing a sleep over? Only because I have very very little energy and I know that it would be on me completely to take care of all of them so I need to be up for it. We will either do taco night tomorrow or next weekend, and we will definitely do the sleep over next weekend.
I wanted to work on the art work that I need to work on but I couldn't make myself do anything with it. I took a shower to try and cheer up my mood but that also didn't work. It's just been an annoying ass day.
Now, Phil is sleeping and I was sleepy before but not anymore. Now, I'm enjoying being alone and writing, well I guess editing really but editing is really just taking your sentences and writing it better. I'm working on editing The Things That Haunt Me so I can start publishing it on Substack. I'm almost done. I really look forward to sharing it. Hopefully people will enjoy reading this series. I'm also going in a fun direction in In Between Our Stars where there might be some drama with the crew and the captain. It should be fun to write in the least, though I might need to do some more outlining before I go too much farther.
I guess I'll keep editing and writing until I get tired and want to go to sleep, because I really don't want to right now. I'm actually pretty hungry so I think I'm gonna go make myself some food. Then I'm going to just keep chilling until I get tired.
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