Today has been a mixed bag.
On one hand, it was nice because me and Phil had fun and were cuddling. I took a shower which always feels good.
But I can still barely sleep. No matter how hard I try my eyes won't stay shut. And I keep dreaming of Evie... but even in my dreams, I know she's dead... I'm scared to look at her in the dream because I don't want to see her like I did at the end...
Its making it so hard to sleep and I don't know how I could fix it... there is no fix for it because my baby is gone and nothing can fix that...
This is so horrible god damn it I miss her so fucking much.
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