My dreams are really fucking with me.
Last night I was living with one of my childhood abusers, my son was four again, and I was trying to expose the guy for his abuse but people weren't believing me and it was very strange and left me feeling so off today.
The heat isn't helping with that either and my damn sleep schedule is so fucked that I don't know what to do to fix it.
I also took a pregnancy test today and it was negative. Which kinda sucks but oh well. I need my life to be in a better position before I get pregnant again anyways. I just hate that it keeps happening for a second and then fails. It's like over and over again I start getting pregnancy symptoms and cramps and then suddenly it stops.
I guess we'll just keep trying and see what happens.
Tomorrow we are going to do the damn flea bomb in the morning to early afternoon. We have to, I need my son back home and I also want this whole thing to be done so I can start moving forward with other shit. I have stuff I have to do and I haven't been able to do anything lately because of all of this. So enough is enough we are fucking doing it. Damn it all.
Im gonna try to go to sleep soon, though sleep has been the hardest part lately.
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