My sleep schedule is so fucked. Yesterday I didn't fall asleep until 3pm and barely slept during that time. I got up at 9pm basically giving up on trying to sleep but I maybe got four hours max.
Even though I barely slept, it has been a super productive day!
Phil and I tackled a bunch of house cleaning tasks and we got a shit ton of stuff done. Let's see, he changed out the curtain in our bedroom, cleaned out the veggie drawer, did the cat box, moved some totes for me, cleaned all of his action figures and the display case that he has, brought out the garbage, and helped me change the bed cover and rotate our bed. I did all of the dishes that have needed to be washed for a while, I did two loads of laundry, I cleaned the vacuum, I vacuumed our bedroom and my son's bedroom and the hallway, I swept the bathroom, I made tacos and made scrambled eggs and sausage, and then I got to take a nice hot shower.
Super productive day! It's now 9am and of course I still can't sleep. Though I'm going to try and lay down after I write this.
Oh, I am now at 65 subscribers on Substack! And my friend restacked my T3HM table of contents and said that I was the most incredibly supernatural experience writers he's ever read and that people needed to get in on the ground floor because they weren't going to be able to soon and that I am criminally underrated on this app. I almost cried it was so sweet. That brought me five subscribers TODAY. I'm so excited and it's made me want to get back to that series. I have to write more IBOS too of course but I have already posted two chapters in that in the last few weeks, so I can totally take a break from that and write my spooky shit. It feels fitting as I'm coloring the first chapter of FLUFF which only exists because T3HM was so hard to write.
Speaking of my projects, I am SO excited to do my 75 hard challenge tomorrow! I have planned out so much of it! I think I've made like 20 pages (I just checked it's 17) and I still have a few more pages to make. I will have to keep making more pages as I finish tasks. Well some of the tasks are multi-stepped and so I made a page where I break those steps in tasks to check off as I go. It's been seriously so fun to create all of these pages. It really was so much fun so far. I know that it's going to be a challenge to do everything for a long time but I am so excited to try. And I'll finish so many projects and the house work and all of that. I'm super excited lol.
Trixie came in our bedroom and is sleeping in the bed with us, which she hasn't done in years. Every since we got Evie... Gods I miss her so fucking much... It kills me that my sweet baby girl is gone... I found a bunch of chewed up pieces of blue plastic around when I was doing the floors today. I almost cried because all I could think it that that might be why she died and then I blame myself for it for not cleaning up the floor better... but I can't control everything ya know? And I was so damn depressed at that time... Like yeah there is probably more I could have done to save her but I can't do anything about that now... Gods I miss her so much...
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