Oh gods, I woke up today feeling so freaking sick.
Well I guess that's not entirely true, I started feeling gross yesterday and puked and then I've been puking all today. Every time I smell food... I can't eat, it's too hard. I might try some toast in a minute. That seems like the only thing that will not kill my stomach or make me puke. Maybe. It could still make me puke.
I finished another page of FLUFF so I have three more pages to go before the whole comic is finished! That's so crazy to me honestly. I've never finished a comic this long before. Usually my comics are two pages max this one is NINE. I've already done all of the inking and now I'm just coloring it. It's so weird to be this close to finishing it and I'm excited about sharing it. I really love how it's coming out.
I'm also going to make three other comics during this 75 hard challenge. Reunion, Day in a Field, and the Jellyfish Ball. Which sometimes I call Ballet instead of Ball but I think the Ball would be better for what it actually is. I think it will be so fun to create those comics too. Or finish them in some cases, a day in a field has three pages done but I definitely want to finish that one next. Because that one is silent, all animals and nature. It makes me really happy to create it too. It's so beautiful so far.
I also plan on writing a little more IBOS and T3HM tonight. It's almost 4am but I fell asleep around 5pm and slept until 10pm so I'm not very tired. A little tired but not really. I'm excited to try and write more of my stories. I mean, my art and writing might not be perfect but I create it all myself and don't use ai so I feel like I'm winning. And I will keep going the way I'm going because little by little I'll keep getting better while all the lazy losers using ai will fall behind and once their precious ai implodes, they will still not know how to create or write anything.
Tomorrow I need to take a more chill day. Even though I will be going out with my mom and sister and then doing a swimming outing with everyone. Other than that and a few house tasks, I'm going to do practically nothing. Writing and drawing don't count because I can do that sitting down or laying down. Like I'm doing right now, because my back has been hurting.
I got a lego set today, Phil took me to a toy store because we had somethings that we could sell and with the money from that he got me a large lego bouquet which was a bouquet of roses and baby's breath. I made it all and it's in a little metal cup for a vase with the flower pens my mom gave me and it looks so nice! It was really fun to build it too. They had another bouquet there too and I know they make a few more types online too. Phil said he would buy me some more of them too, which would be so awesome! I love building lego sets, especially with Henry but we haven't done them in a really long time now.
Speaking of my boy, he asked me if we could do a puzzle together and I think that would be fun too. I usually hate puzzles but when it's with my boy then it will be fun. I love talking with him, and hanging out with him. It always leads to the most interesting conversations and topics that I never expect him to come out with but then he's asking me about the cosmos and religion and politics. He is so intelligent and introspective, and always asks the most interesting questions. He's so funny too because he'll tell me that I am the most intelligent person her knows and that I always have an answer and my answers always are good answers. Makes me feel really good. He also tells me that I'm an amazing cook and that I should be a chef which is so funny to me because I've wanted to be a chef since high school. But my family discouraged me, saying things like "no one trusts a skinny chef so you would be fat" and "you're a vegetarian, you can't be a chef". I shouldn't have listened to them. I should have just followed my heart, but it's hard because my heart wants to do so many different things. But culinary school is something I could see myself doing, enjoying, and finishing. I can still do my art and my writing without getting a degree. Maybe that's something I can look into. See if there are any programs around here that I can do.
I got super dressed up today and did my makeup and man do I feel pretty as hell. I posted some pictures on substack and I actually lost a subscriber from it lol. But whatever because it doesn't matter what others think, I am hot as hell and I deserve to have record of that hotness so I can look back on it when I'm old. I did my makeup so perfectly today. I mean like I impressed even myself with how amazing I look. That's why I really needed to take all of those pictures that I took. I almost wanna do makeup again tomorrow, but I also don't because of the whole swimming thing.
I randomly got a story idea while watching an episode of American Dad. It was so random but I think it's going to be about a hybrid animal that evolves to become this super predator that starts taking out all of the world. That's all I have for the idea right now, well that's not true but that's all I'm willing to share for now lol. I love brain storming new story ideas. It's so freaking fun and I get to explore so many different ideas that may or may not be the next master piece, you know?
Well, I'm gonna try to eat some toast and then maybe just go to bed because I am feeling tired again.
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