Today has been a relatively good day. I was supposed to do some blood work this morning but I woke up and felt just unable to deal with it. Like I almost had a meltdown this morning because it was too cold and I had to take a medi-taxi which are great and I love that they are free and help me out so much as a disabled person who has a hard time with transportation. But the one thing I hate is that I always get dropped off like an hour early for my appointment so when the appointment is at 9 in the morning and they want to pick me up at 7am, I just couldn't deal with it.
I'm NOT a morning person, I'm a night person, like a middle of the night person. I love the hours of 10pm-4am. Those are my most creative times and I get the most done with my projects and hobbies during this time. And I have a really hard time falling asleep and staying asleep, and I have horrible realistic nightmares that keep me up or make my sleep really un-restful so yeah I am tired all the time lmao
I'm starting my November challenge tonight, I'm trying to at least wait until after midnight but we'll see lol. I managed to not start before now and it's 11:20pm so I'm doing pretty good I guess. If I give in now it'll be fine haha.
I am at almost 77k in N For Not Human which is great because I'm pausing that project for the month of November. Well at least putting it on the back burner? Like my main project will of course be Cinder and Ash but if I get bored or need a break I will probably write in N For Not Human. I can never stick to one project truly anyways. I always hop around from thing to thing in different phases of finished.
You know what's the worst thing? I have a hankering to crochet a new long sleeved shall because I've been so cold lately and I know my crocheted shawls would be the best thing for that. I have one but it has a lot of my arms exposed and that has left me super super cold in the hands. Which sucks when I'm trying to write for many hours every day.
But I can't do both during the month of November, and I have a tendency of overwhelming myself with activities as a self sabotage tactic. So I'm fighting the urge to start that and just stay warm with what I already have. I want to really give my all to this challenge and I believe I will be able to do it. I have the whole story plotted out, I have the characters figured out, I feel like I have everything figured out. Now it's just time to put it into a document! Ooooooo I''m SO excited! I know exactly what the opening it will be and I know what the big ending scene will be. I've been forcing myself to write this so I get closer to midnight and it's working a little lol. It's now almost 11:45pm so if I just yap for a little longer then I can go start writing. YAY!
Let's see what else can I talk about... I made a pizza, that was really good as usual. But I did make it a little too thick but that's fine because it is really yummy. Ummmm it's been a really low key Halloween for us. We didn't have money to buy candy and we don't like to go out trick or treating. Henry has been over that for a while now.
I just watched Scooby Doo, the live action one from the 2000s and now I'm watching expedition x just to stay in the theme of Halloween. I mean we watch horror movies and shows constantly. That's not like something we save for just in October or something lol. I also am a goth all year round, sometimes pastel goth, sometimes more I guess mall goth? I'm not good with the differences lol.
Alright that's it I give up, it's almost time and I'm going to set up the document and get started!
Wish me luck!!!
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