Today has been tough and a bit annoying.
We had to completely change up our plans for the house buying but it just is what it is. We are going to try for a different house that we can buy out completely and then make the best of that.
We can make any house a home and if it all works out, we'll have a little extra to decorate and paint which will be very fun for me. I am very hopeful that this will work out still.
I feel really upset and nervous still. I just don't know what to do, actually there isn't really anything I can do. I don't even have a proper bank account or id! Like I literally can't do anything to fix or help this and it feels so... I can't think of the right word... I feel helpless, a little useless, and pathetic, like I'm not a real adult and I never will be...
So, yeah, it's been a rough day... there has been fighting and upset and I've been heart palpitations again...
I hope for more answers tomorrow, some good news would be very welcome...
Now back to my creative distractions so that I don't go fucking insane.
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