Day 135: Still Rough

Published on January 24, 2026 at 1:16 AM

Today has been a bit better, but my nerves have been on edge. I feel like shit. I feel like I'm going to go crazy and like I'm going to burst into tears any minute. 

I don't know what to do with all of these feelings, so I'm just trying to keep moving forward. I'm looking forward to seeing my family tomorrow but I am so worried about the house thing. I feel like people are putting pressure on me that I can't deal with. I feel just... so weird, and out of it...

I'm just going to keep going... keep going and trying...

I have to take a shower and pick out my outfit for tomorrow so I think I will do that and either play some more video games or write more to relax. I don't know man... I feel so wound up like I'm going to burst. 

What can I do other than keep going...

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