Day 163: Meh

Published on February 21, 2026 at 1:36 AM

I took a break from writing today, well for the most part at least. I still actually wrote a bit more of my new personal book Memoirs of a Burden. It feels nice to write out these essays and poems, most of them are angst filled and something I feel like teen me would be happy about us writing lol. It is very cathartic, hopefully it won't be too inflammatory. 

Substack is still going steady. I think I'll write another think piece tomorrow. I have a few ideas for topics. My thoughts of sex in media and the current trend to put it in because tits, or how I made the Artist's Way work for me as a neurodivergent disabled person, or something about my favorite horror movies. I'm going to write all of them anyways but which one do I want to do first? I'm leaning towards the first because that one is a little bit of a spicy take but I'd be curious to know what people think of it. 

I've talked with others about it and they agree with me, but I know that a lot of people are not going to agree with me too. So, yeah lol. 

I did some packing, packed up some of my bookshelves today. Tomorrow I want to finish my collectibles and my books. But we'll see because we have some other things happening tomorrow and my back has been screaming for days. 

I have been sleeping like shit the last few days too, which is not helping anything. I have a lot of stuff happening within this week and I feel like I need to get good sleep so I can accomplish all of those things. But all I can do is try to go to bed at a decent time tonight and try to sleep. And pray to the Gods that they bless me with good, restful sleep so that I wake up tomorrow full of energy to make shit happen. 

I have been getting a lot of tarot messages lately about stepping into things that I've been manifesting and that it will be better than I expect. I hope it's true. I'm ready for something great. I'm ready for some excitement and I'm ready for things the happen. 

I am so grateful for the things that have been going well. I'm thankful for the approval and acceptance of our offer on the house that is so close to my family. I am thankful that we are going to move to a nice home that I can make ours. I'm thankful that the place has a room that I can use for an art studio. I'm thankful that it has a yard and space for me to put in a garden. I am grateful that I have had so much creative energy lately and that I have been able to finish so many stories, art pieces, and my crocheted blanket. I am so grateful that my substack is going well and that people are resonating with my writings! Thank the Gods for all of the ways that they bless me.

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