I feel incredibly burnt out to the point that I haven't been doing my journaling or books. I've been barely able to sleep again and I just have no energy or motivation. I desperately want to do things but I just can't make it happen.
Maybe if I could get a really good night of sleep, then I would feel better.
I posted part one of T3HM and everyone seemed to like it and are looking forward to part two. And I already took that section and put it into its own document so that I can start editing. I also need to finish chapter 6 of IBOS and that will be great. I need to make a mole in the crew, a villain that will be causing some mischief and chaos for everyone but might also get a redemption arc? I don't know I have to do some brainstorming on the subject. But I haven't been able to focus on that stuff because I have so many other things that have taken priority.
Like the two art pieces that I need to finish. I have two days to finish one of them but the part that takes the longest for me is already done. I have to wait until tomorrow to start working on my gallery piece again because I didn't have a watercolor palette and I couldn't figure out anything else that I could put the ink in.
The two things I've been doing really well every day is taking the dogs outside and taking care of my garden. It is blooming more and more every time I look at it. The peas are wrapping around the trellises and I keep throwing more seeds that I find or harvest in there to see what happens. I have been really enjoying the process and I like bringing the dogs around the yard as long as those stupid asshole neighbors aren't around. They are stupid and talk shit about my dogs, like straight up lies about them trying to bite them. My dogs have NEVER done anything to try and hurt any one before. They are sweet and my Chucky boy gets really excited and smiles when he gets overly excited about people coming to say hi to him but he never bites.
I'm going to force myself to go to bed early and maybe I can fix my sleep schedule and start to feel better.
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