Day 235: Not Feeling Good

Published on May 5, 2026 at 12:59 AM

I woke up feeling like shit with my period, which really sucks but whatever.

Other than that it was a pretty decent day. We got groceries which is always good, especially now. I wrote quite a bit, and took out a bit of writing that made no sense. Rantings of my past self that thought I had to over-explain to be understood. I'm trying to not do that as much anymore. If I'm not understood, then that is on the other person to ask me clarifications. I don't need to do all that every time, all the time. Ya know?

I had to give the dogs a bath and give everyone flea medicine today because it's that time of year. That took a lot out of me but I'm really glad to do it now and not let it get really bad. My poor little babies.

For some reason, I can't really think of what else I did today. But I feel exhausted. I wanted to go to bed soon but I don't know. I also want to write a bit more because I figured out the rest of the plot for IBOS chapter 6 and I want to get some of that down on page. I'm usually a pantser but I will do like chapter outlines or partial outlines once I'm into the writing of the story to help myself work through the plot holes I inevitably write myself into. Like I think it's funny that I randomly got the idea for Joey to be a little paranoid from his past trauma and now be suspicious of Priah and the other plot point that I can't say without ruining a big twist in the book lol. But then I had to figure out how to make all of that work and make sense as far as the rest of the story has been. 

Yeah I'm gonna go write some of that while it still excites me so I can get some thing creative done today. 

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