I feel a bit better today though I feel a bit shit still.
I had to get up on the early side and I felt like I barely slept at all. I think I'll try to go to bed early tonight. I have a bad headache too which doesn't help how I'm feeling.
I was able tog et some writing done today which was nice. Once again the story took off in a different direction than I originally thought it would but oh well. I played some video games which was nice. Oh and my garden is going well but I think I have to pluck some of my pea plants because they are starting to turn yellow so I think they are not getting enough of something. My garden is super overcrowded and probably needs some thinned out anyways.
I want to do more things but I also want to go to sleep. I'm not sure what to do but I feel just all the things and nothing at the same time. That happens a lot when I'm on my period though. What could I do? I could write more, I could work on my notebooks because I keep neglecting them, I could... I dunno... I could go to sleep.
I don't know what to do, really... I guess I'll work on my notebooks because I need to get back to doing those. I've been really neglecting them lately because I feel like a failure and that's hard to deal with. I'm just burnt out and on my period and sick so it's too much and I'm trying to make these lists that are twenty to thirty things to accomplish and then getting upset that I'm only doing 3/4 of the items instead of all of them.
Why do I do that to myself? Why won't I under plan and then let the motivations take me? Wouldn't that be better for my brain, ADHD and Autism? Okay I'll try to do that for tomorrow. I think I can do that, no I know I can do that.
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