I am so fucking miserable. I hate this. I hate all of this fucking shit.
Why is this my life? Why is my baby girl dead? Why has this destroyed my entire fucking life?
Phil got drunk and started messaging me horrible things again last night so I screenshot the messages and posted them to Facebook... it felt good at the time but now I feel worse...
Then he apologized for the messages... I hate it, I hate how all of this makes me feel. I feel so conflicted and everything all at once. I hate it.
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