Holy shit my sleep schedule is so fucking bad right now. It's really crazy honestly. I'm not able to fall asleep until 9am-11am and then wake up around the evening time, usually around 7pm though the sleep is broken up and filled with weird and annoying dreams that don't let me actually rest.
It's annoying and it's making me not get much done. And I feel horrible and have very little energy. Which is annoying when I'm trying to get things done.
I did however finish writing chapter nine of IBOS which is a long chapter but I felt like it was needed. Now I just set up a second pirate attack and this time they are going to be boarded and Priah will have to pull another rabbit out of a hat to figure out how to win. I have a few ideas already of how I want to go, and her and Joey are together for this fight so they can work together to fight the pirates. Joey and Ziggy had a hot scene in this chapter too. I hope people like it. The story hasn't been getting much traction lately but maybe that will change if I keep writing. I'll just keep writing even if no one really reads it, cuz I like this story and I'm having fun writing it.
I would like to get back into my notebooks and that writing too. See if I can start my mornings a little more mindful again and maybe even get some mediation in so I can really start getting better. I feel like I'm finally starting to get my head back, though it's been a slow process with the new pills and everything that has happened in life lately.
I made a pizza today which came out pretty good, not amazing but good. Especially since I didn't measure anything and haven't made a dough in like months now. Oh well, it was a good dinner.
I feel good about getting things done again. I'm just a little iffy about it because I'm worried about not being able to complete the list that I set for myself and triggering another cycle of issues that I'm not good enough. I just have to bite the bullet and try again. That's the only way that I will be able to get back on the horse, ya know?
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