Today has been pretty good.
The new medicines are working well and I was able to fall asleep at a more reasonable time (for me) and got some good deep sleep for the first time in a while. I still woke up after three hours but I think that might just be a permanent ailment. It's something I have done my entire life and maybe I was naive to think that some medicine would fix that. Oh well, as long as I can actually sleep, I'm happy.
I had therapy this morning which also went well. I told her about me getting back together with Phil and about the issues I was having with my son and I was able to work through a bit of those feelings. I then went up to my sister's house and had fun hanging out with everyone. I got to talk to Henry a little more and I feel like that went well. At least better than it went the other day.
I feel super super tired right now and it's only 8:15pm. I am so sleep deprived the last few months that I'm sure I just need a few more nights of good sleep and then I'll feel better. The new pills need a moment to work itself out in my system too. Because right now I feel a bit zonked out. Which is not surprising since ya know, new meds and all. I did a bit of the things on my list today but I didn't do quite a few. It's hard when I feel so fucking tired but oh well. And I can always just try again tomorrow. I'm getting better little by little and I've been accomplishing more every day.
I did some writing and worked on my comic more. I'm halfway through another page of FLUFF but my eyes are so heavy and it's really hard to focus on drawing when I feel like this. Writing is actually a little easier but my brain is mush so I don't know how good the words are lol. Okay I think I'm going to try and do a little more of something. Either art or writing or maybe one after the other. I might eat some dinner too, I ate a little while ago but I was thinking of making pizza or some more wontons. I made cream cheese and blueberry wontons the other night and holy shit was that the most amazing thing I've eaten in a while. I also made some cream cheese rangoon and those were also surprisingly good. I didn't even use a recipe lol. But yeah I really should do that again. And make way more of them because I had six last time and I wanted like 27 they were so freaking good.
Okay time to go do something else.
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